not fair

i am feeling overwhelmed tonight
with how unfair international adoption really is.

who am i
to walk in and take her away
from everything she knows
everything she loves..

it makes me so mad
that it has to happen
that it is her only option..

that we live in a world
where a lack of food and unclean water
strip children of their parents and
dictate the future of beautiful boys and girls.

who am i?
ugh.