frustrated

i have been taking a break from paperwork
not because that is what i want to do
but because i am busy

the kids started school this week,
and football and soccer began
there is a lot going on

and it makes me so frustrated with myself
because our daughter is waiting
and every day that goes by
that i don't do SOMETHING
she sits and waits

while i kiss her brothers and sisters goodnight
she is alone
wondering if she has been forgotten

it eats me up
and is so frustrating

i just want to be done with paperwork
and go.
i just want to go