freaking out.

got an e-mail from the agency.
they want more in depth explanations for some of our financial information.
i am freaking out.

what if they don't accept us?

i want to scream..
come here,
visit us,
see how we live,
and tell me...
is it better than that orphaned girl in Rwanda?
there is your answer.

that is what i want to say.
but i can't.

so i am freaking out instead.